That Green Eye Monster

I hate it but I am a card carrying member. You wouldn't know it if you met me. And honestly I would never show it in public, but I am definetely a member. I get that burning sensation in my heart and I get an anger that rises up within me that waits to be released on the next person to cross my path. What causes this??? Well, it could be that my husband is talking to his best friend on the phone and not me. I am selfish too. I think it's healthy to admit all of this. He knows how I am, can he help it.. NO. It isn't his problem until I have a tantrum like a two year old because I feel that I am not getting enough attention. Mind you I do get a lot of attention but I tend to want all the attention on me all the time and I don't share well. I am trying to learn to overcome all of this. I should be able to by now, I am definetely old enough, but I must be on the sliding curve grading method. LMAO. So pray for me that I overcome this Monster. I know I should just let it go.